From the recording Doesn't Play Well With Others
Notes; Too much for me to go into here, it's a deeply personal song. I'd probably just call out an apology to anyone I've let down by not turning up for something.
I have horrible social anxiety issues and its not unusual for me to go somewhere with great intentions, get to the door, then turn and walk away. Birthday parties, weddings, goodbye parties, offsites, xmas parties etc etc
Lyrics
Star Gazing Lonesome Man (c.carry) © 2019
Too used to being on my own
Too many nights driving around an empty town
Staring at the street lights and the shadows thrown
If you look into those darkest corners
You will find me there
Star gazing lonesome man, it's become who I am
There wan't a plan
Kinda just happened
I'm far away, so far away
I'm so alone in a crowd
Can't join in, can't connect
Can't be the person that I'd love to be
I wish I could be ...so different
Where is the answer I need
Oh, where is the answer I need
Star gazing lonesome man, it's become who I am
There wan't a plan
Kinda just happened
Where's the answer I need?
Oh, where is the answer I need
Star gazing lonesome man, it's become who I am
There wasn't a plan
Kinda just happened
Where's the answer I need?
Oh, where is the answer I need
Star gazing lonesome man, there wasn't any plan
This is just who i am, there wasn't a plan
This is ...who I am
Who I am