From the recording Doesn't Play Well With Others
Notes; What? You really need me to explain where this came from? Didn't you read the lyrics? :)
Lyrics
Disintegration (c.carry) © 2019
And once again, those whispers are calling
They land in my ear and they won't go away
I physically feel my soul as it's shrinking
I'm losing so much, 'cos I give it all away
Chorus
So here I am in my disintegration
Like a thief in the night, it sneaks up on me
And I awake with my own indignation
Struggling to find what's left here for me
The lines in my face, I have earned very furrow
The pain in my bones reminds me each day
I'm falling apart, I'm a boat that is sinking
Lost out at sea and floating further away
Chorus
If my spirit is weak, then the flesh it is weaker
I can't move a hand to save me a place
Everything spins right across my horizon
Like satellites moving around me in space
Don't want no pity, leave me alone
It's a state i know well and i don't like being here
i feel quite helpless to face my condition
I embrace my sadness, but don't really care
Chorus
Struggling to find what's left here for me